Steph's Side: ManCation Update...

So...

It's now month three of my mancation. After a host of emotions that threatened to drive me insane, I am now at peace with it. I know I probably had some people fooled before with the way that I was carrying on, but truth be told, I only became confident in my mancation last week. I didn't know what I was doing, or if I was doing the right thing, but the truth is that I am not ready. Same as before, but right now, there is no doubt in my mind that I need this mancation more than it needs me. I need to work on myself and on being by myself.

Do I want someone to cuddle with from time to time? Yes. But it doesn't keep me up at night like it used to. It's not the first worry in my mind. Actually, its quite hidden now. I only notice my singleness when I am thrust into certain situations. For the most part, I am just trying to deal with myself. And learning to love me more, flaws and all...