Hey guys! By the looks of my title you can probably see that I dont really know what the hell im talking about today, but that's fine because I feel like this is the time I let out all my feelings: good/bad & happy/sad. lol.
So, let's get it, let's get it
Alrighty, so let's start with relationships (since that seems to be what is on my mind the most at this moment lol) I'm sure many of you know that my relationship status at this point and time is SINGLE....yup I know...single. Many dudes ask me why am I single? and seriously I don't know. I mean a part does know but I don't want to believe it.. At first I was all down for Steph with that "man-cation" shit but truly Im over that. I don't mean to put the idea down but at some point a girl has got to come back to reality. I know the "man-cation" is to find yourself and learn how to love yourself but seriously? NO SERIOUSLY?!?? It's bull...#justsaying. Im twenty years old going on tweny one and I feel like it's my time! I've been single since I was 17 years old!!!! SEVENTEEN PEOPLE!!! I think I've found myself and I damn sure know I love myself because trust nobody treats me better than me! It's just really hard when you're scared to put your heart out ther on the line again. I mean yea, I've talked to plenty of dudes but none of them make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world and the only one worth living for, you know?? That's all I want. I thought I found someone like that but I cant even get a simple text message that says "Hey" anymore..smh. It sucks people, it really sucks!
It makes wonder am I not the wifey type?!?!? idk...I mean guys tell me all the time that I'm the kind of chick they'd take home to mom,but it never happens. The guy that I really, really, really like told me a couple weeks ago that he really enjoyed my company when we first met, but after that night it was all over. He told me that I was a "tease". WHAT!?!?!? A TEASE?!!? No Not I...lol I mean yea, we met once and kicked it that entire night together and that was the last night we ever saw eachother, but I wouldn't say that was being a tease. I mean come on! If anything he's the tease because I enjoyed that night just as much as he did and I haven't seen him either. I cant even get a text message from the dude on a daily basis. LIIIIKKE!!! Come on! It just sucks because I know that I'm ready for love, and the person that I want to try it with doesn't even really know I exist. Yea, we kicked it once but he doesnt know that I actually like him on a deep level just after one night. IDK..It just sucks because I feel like my turn is never gonna come..
IDK...but movin on..
FRIENDSHIP.... Choose it wisely because girls/guys will turn on you in a heart beat! Trust me, they may have been ride or die in the past but now where they at?! and that's fine... It just sucks when you put so much into a friendship to get nothing in return. Yea, we kicked it all the time in the past but now bitches wanna act brand new.. LIIIKE, GIRL! you're a lame!
let me stop! because I'm seriously lettin my anger get the best of me but sometimes things have to be said..#justsayin!
All I know is I dont get down with phony little girls that only wanna kick it when its relevant to their "social staus" #justsayin...
I dont wanna say too much because I feel a lot of emotions right now, so I'm gonna fall back on this real quick...
[take a breath...count to five: one, two, three four, five]
lol....
I told ya'll I didn't know what the heck I was gonna be talking about but it felt good to let off some steam...lol
let me go!
Until next time yall!
LIVE LAUGH LOVE<3
0 comments:
Post a Comment